I wanna pull my hair out!

So, here's the thing: I am definitely finding my life very stressful right now. Everybody wants a piece of me. And the sad thing is I am reaching for inanimate objects instead of people. I am so consumed with making dinner, doing laundry, picking up toys, paying bills, etc., that I forget about the "little people" all around me. I know that every mom knows what I mean. I have 1 hour so I am going to use it doing housework instead of playing with my kids. Consequently, they continue to cry out for me and I continue to ignore them; pushing harder to get the chores done, I create this self-fulfilling prophesy/downward spiral of self-loathing and doom. I do believe in the past 2 days I have yelled at the top of my lungs AND had serious thoughts about just running away. If I could throw all the carseats out of my car, I think I would just take off and never come back. Ooo, heavy.